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I just read an article about a child prodigy. You could say he was born to paint. I wonder what his chart would show us. Some months ago, I interviewed some of my astrologer friends and one of the questions I asked them was, “What aspects, house/planets in your chart indicate that this is the chart of an astrologer?” Were they born to be astrologers? 

Astrologers are so often busy looking at other people’s charts, I thought it would be interesting to get them to look at their own and share what they saw. Uranus is the planet most commonly associated with astrology. But here Dane Rudhyar proposes Neptune for this role. He makes an interesting case for it, too. Rudhyar himself had prominent Uranus and Neptune aspects in his chart. 

I’ve been talking to Dr. O’Grady, and he told me that in traditional Western astrology, we look at the ninth house and Jupiter as signifiers of astrology. He also shared this data with me, “Charles Carter’s says in The Principles of Astrology, ‘Astrology has so many sides and there are so many avenues of approach to it, that it can hardly be said that there is a characteristic astrologer’s nativity. It appears to come largely under the 9th house in its philosophic and also in its prognostic aspects, for Sagittarius is the sign of prophecy. It is also largely Saturnian, on the positive Aquarian side, while Uranus is considered specially the planet of the astrologer. Strong aspects between the Sun and Neptune also occur in the genitures of many famous astrologers, especially the conjunction or parallel of declination.’”

Recently, I think I saw someone associating Chiron with astrology. On the whole, though, the astrological community generally bestows this ownership to Uranus. Personally, I’d like somebody to formulate a couple of hypothesis, examine charts of astrologers and see what they find. But in the meantime, here are the results of the interviews. These interviews were born out curiosity, love and a sense of fun. They should be read in the same spirit. 

Julie Demboski: I don’t subscribe to the idea that any particular placements indicate an astrologer, since I think there are many ways to approach the material. I would say that the best astrologers I know are intuitive without allowing feeling to override evidence (Neptune and Saturn both strong?), that they have a great ability to organize material and to reconcile what might be conflicting information into a singular picture (again Saturn and Neptune, possibly Virgo, and a Mercury that isn’t too hampered by other factors). An astrologer must be capable of clear and concise thought (and I believe that’s reflected in clear writing/ communicating). Uranus is the acknowledged symbol for astrologers, though I’m not sure how prominent it needs to be. And a well developed Moon and Chiron (by that I mean, energies that have been worked with and matured) are also essential, in my estimation. 

JNealJeremy Neal: Essentially, the 27 Leo – Aquarius axis (more generally 22-27 degrees of the fixed signs) seem to indicate astrological ability. This was noted by Alan Leo and actually was one of the first indications that I picked up on that I might be pre-configured in the right way to have a knack for astrology. Leo had Saturn on the Ascendant at 27 Leo. 11 Pisces and Virgo, 17 degrees of the mutable signs are also astrologer’s degrees. Uranus rising too is quite prominent in astrologer’s charts. I have Jupiter conjunct Pallas conjunct PoF at 27 Leo, Urania (the astrologer’s asteroid, muse of astrology) at 11 Pisces and Uranus rising. I wrote a post on it once if you’re interested: http://chirotic.wordpress.com/2008/06/16/the-astrologers-degrees-a-study-of-the-evidence/ 

FrederickFrederick Woodruff: Sun widely conjunct Uranus and square Neptune I think; but tempering that is Venus in Gemini trine Neptune in Libra — that’s the Sufi part of me that loves the poetry of astrology. Gosh, Mars in Pisces in the 8th, too. It’s been said that Uranus ‘rules’ astrology, but I’m a good case for Neptune being the governor. 
 

Kingsley: The aspects in my chart which describe my potential for astrology are:

  • Moon and Chiron in Aquarius in the 3rd house
  • Sun trine Uranus in the 3rd house     
  • Mars and Mercury in mutual reception (rulership)     
  • Fixed Star Fomalhaut at Midheaven
  • Ascendant ruler trine Uranus
   
MCurrieMatthew Currie:  An awful lot… someone actually listed them out for me once, and I was surprised. I suppose though that having the rulers of my 5th and 8th conjunct in Virgo makes me enjoy demanding tough (and detailed) answers from The Universe… 
MichaelMichael O’Reilly:  Uranus, the natural ruler of astrology, co-rules my Ascendant. It’s found in the sixth house of work, where it trines the Midheaven, and trines the North Node and Ceres in the 2nd house. Uranus is also conjunct Sirius which brings favors from the Gods and Goddesses.

 

FernFern Feto Spring: Mercury conjunct Pluto, Uranus and the asteroid Urania in the 12th house, all sextile Venus in the 10th and Moon in Aquarius and Sun in the 11th.

 

RaphaelRaphael Simons: Mercury is the ruling planet of my chart. It is in positive aspects with the majority of the other planets in my chart. I have Mercury in a stellium in the 9th house. It is parallel Uranus and Saturn in the 9th house; Uranus and Saturn are the universal significators of astrology.

 

LucyLucy Goldstein: I’ve never thought about that before! I think a big indicator of an astrologer in my natal chart is my Moon exactly conjunct my Ascendant in Gemini. This aspect has multiple interpretations that all describe me perfectly (fluency in talking and writing about my emotions, over-identification with my mother, being overly stimulated beyond my control by my environment, having a really young-looking face and obscenely extreme T&A like an early-blooming twelve-year-old), but only recently I was told that this kind of a Moon makes me quite psychic. I’ve always been hesitant to use the “P” word, but I can say for certain that I’ve frequently had prophetic dreams and weird senses about imminent danger, which everyone writes off as paranoia until the person I dreamt about is in the hospital or someone’s car gets broken into. Another telling aspect is that this Moon squares my Sun and Mercury in Pisces in my 10th House. Making sense of boundless human possibility is something I want to do for both myself and others, and I want to do it to my and everyone else’s absolutely fullest potential.  

 Britt ‘Tejas’ Luneborg: Mercury Sesquiquadrate Pluto, Uranus in Scorpio in 11th house and Neptune Sextile Pluto.

BethBeth Turnage: Actually, according to the research done by Terri McCartney my chart does not show the markers of an astrologer. This is what she found. This information used to up on Lois Rodden’s AstroDatabank. However, now that Astrodienst took it over her article disappeared:
 
Terri found:  

  • 38% had the Sun in Scorpio, Sagittarius or Capricorn and these placements were found in the astrologers charts twice as often as they were found in the control group. 
  • Sun, Moon or Mercury was found in a fixed house for 70% of astrologers and Venus, Mars, Jupiter or Saturn were placed in an air house for 71%. (Okay, my sun in the tenth in a fixed house, there!) 
  • 63% of the astrologers had the ruler of the eleventh house direct. (Nope, Neptune Retro all the way) 
  • None of the astrologers tested had a mutual reception between Sun and Uranus. (But I do. And this is considered traditionally as a signature of an astrologer.) 
  • Pluto, Chiron or the North Node was placed in one of the Gauquelin power zones in 66%. (OK, my Chiron is in a power zone)
  • Uranus was found aspecting the vertex in the control group more often than it was found aspecting the vertex in the astrologers’ horoscopes.

 Nothing was found in 100% of the astrologers’ charts.
 
I think my tenth house Sun in Aquarius in mutual reception to Uranus in Leo is the thing that drives me towards astrology, despite Terri’s research.

RodneyRodney Smith: Tough question. I would have to assume that your astrology is similar enough to mine to see what I see in my own chart. Mercury and Uranus conjunct the MC are a pretty strong indicator no matter what astrology you do… even without the modern planets, Mercury hugging the MC so tightly, and ruling the 10th and 7th places from the ascendant suggest that understanding systems is paramount to any career I chose, and any relationship to which I commit.
 
The number of planets lacking essential dignity suggest that my life’s work won’t be found within a socially acceptable path. (I might otherwise be a systems analyst or strategist.) I am not one who is disposed toward success in the mainstream. That leaves non-mainstream, and a keen talent for math and analysis brings us back to astrology.
 

EvelynEvelyn Roberts: Aquarian, Saturn/Neptune in the 10th. And you could make a case for everything, as in truth, my life and nature is what brought me to it.

GavinGavin Carruthers: First of all, I’m not sure that there is such a thing as “the chart of an astrologer”, mostly because astrologers are so different in what they do and why they do it. That said, here are some thoughts about elements in my chart. My Virgo Sun gives me good analytical and organizational skills, Mercury in Libra (sextile Uranus) gives me good language skills and intuitive thinking, Jupiter conjunct the Sun adds a positive focus that is one of the trademarks of my practice, Mars in Pisces on the MC gives me the one-pointed focus to be an astrologer that I have had for 35 years, and along with my Cancer ASC gives an ability to empathize with my clients and allow them to open up.

 The Mars also makes me comfortable with improvization, to go with the flow in a reading rather than being overly structured. I also have Venus conjunct Uranus which means I like to meet a variety of people and enjoy getting quite intimate very quickly with strangers.

My Saturn Scorpio square Pluto means I have little interest in the events level of astrology and much more in the process level, supporting people to work on deep levels to transform their lives. I very much believe in free will, at least within the parameters of certain choices we make as a spirit, so I make no predictions at all for my clients, because in my experience most predictions are made by astrologers for ego-based reasons that have little to do with helping the client and more to do with making the astrologer look good. I am more interested in helping my clients to create a reality that they can enjoy and thrive in, rather than me “being right”.

And, maybe another Mars/Pisces thing…..I never “sell” readings to anyone. I never tell anyone they should get a reading with me, or push for anyone to do so, because that feels too self-serving. So all of my business comes from word-of-mouth, and I may be less rich as a result, but it’s what feels right in my heart. My N. Node is in Sag in 5th, and seems to have to do with my love of teaching astrology and spirituality. 

AprilApril Elliott Kent: I really don’t know, and I imagine you’ll get an interesting range of answers on this one! Maybe the North Node in Leo, conjunct Uranus (ruler of the South Node)?

BasilBasil Fearrington: I don’t think there is such a thing. Astrology is an idealistic and innovative subject. I have Neptune squaring a stellium that includes Mercury, and Uranus is conjunct Mercury. The 27th degree of Leo is supposed to be important for astrologers and that’s where my Sun/Moon midpoint is. But I doubt that anyone could look at a horoscope beforehand and say, “This person will be an astrologer or is an astrologer.”

Eileen Nauman (© Eileen Nauman 2009):  I haven’t done research on this to know. However, people drawn to medical astrology do have some similar planets/signs. Pluto is almost a given to be a medical astrologer. Pluto is the ultimate detective and, in medical astrology, digging for the core or source of why a person is out of balance and has health issues is necessary. A strong 12th or 6th houses with planets in them. Either house gives a person an interest in health issues. Signs of Virgo (opposite polarity Pisces) are helpful as well. Virgos are well known for their attention to detail and there’s a lot of that in medical astrology.

NickNick Dagan Best: I have a Taurus Moon conjunct my Midheaven, and this reflects the part of my nature that collects and sorts out information, which is one of my main practices in doing astrology.

 To be continued…

P.S.: I also interviewed Donna Cunningham and Claire-France Perez for this series. But those were phone interviews and I have to transcribe the notes. Once that’s done, I’ll be updating these posts with that data.

Note to Self: When I started this post, the ASC of the event chart was conjunct the degree of my natal Sun. When I was ready to post it, the event chart had the degree of my Sun on its DSC and the degrees of my Moon and NN on the MC! Venus was on the cusp of the sixth as I finished the fine-tuning, a labor of love indeed.

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An evening with Pluto

Saturn is slowly retrograding and its square to Pluto will be exact in some time. Jupiter is breezing through Pisces and applying a sextile to Pluto. And the fickle Moon will soon quincunx the Dark Lord.

My evening has been rife with Pluto peeking at me: a non-astrological reference in a conversation, a poem that kept whispering in my ear and then a chance click on a link that led me to another very Plutonian poem.

Oh, and Salinger is dead. The full moon today opposes his natal Mars exactly. Franny, Zooey, Buddy, Boo Boo and her little boy, Seymour, and all the people in the other stories: we love you.

Death, darkness, desire. Yes, very Pluto. I believe he was the inspiration for these poems:

The Sick Rose

O Rose, thou art sick!
The Invisible worm,
That flies in the night,
In the howling storm,

Has found out thy bed
Of Crimson joy;
And his dark secret love
Does thy life destroy.

- William Blake

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Death the Leveler

The glories of our blood and state
Are shadows, not substantial things;
There is no armor against Fate;
Death lays his icy hand on kings:
Scepter and Crown
Must tumble down,
And in the dust be equal made
With the poor crooked scythe and spade.

Some men with swords may reap the field,
And plant fresh laurels where they kill:
But their strong nerves at last must yield;
They tame but one another still:
Early or late
They stoop to fate,
And must give up their murmuring breath
When they, pale captives, creep to death.

The garlands wither on your brow,
Then boast no more your mighty deeds!
Upon Death’s purple altar now
See where the victor-victim bleeds.
Your heads must come
To the cold tomb:
Only the actions of the just
Smell sweet and blossom in their dust.

- James Shirley

But running parallel with all of this is Paul McCartney’s very sweet Hope of Deliverance. And then, there is the Leo Full Moon…

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I’ve been thinking about disillusioned Neptunians. Well, really about disillusioned and bitter Neptunians and this comes to mind:

Lilies that fester, smell far worse than weeds.
-Shakespeare’s Sonnet XCIV

The Bard has something for everyone, no? I don’t know the nitty-gritty of the iambic pentameter or the blank verse, but that hasn’t hampered my enjoyment of Shakespeare. His soliloquies in Hamlet and Julius Caesar contain gems: not just because of their wisdom, but because he makes love to your mind with words.

But I love his sonnets the best. Here’s one of my favorites:

In faith, I do not love thee with mine eyes,
For they in thee a thousand errors note;
But ’tis my heart that loves what they despise,
Who in despite of view is pleased to dote;
Nor are mine ears with thy tongue’s tune delighted,
Nor tender feeling, to base touches prone,
Nor taste, nor smell, desire to be invited
To any sensual feast with thee alone:
But my five wits nor my five senses can
Dissuade one foolish heart from serving thee,
Who leaves unsway’d the likeness of a man,
Thy proud hearts slave and vassal wretch to be:
Only my plague thus far I count my gain,
That she that makes me sin awards me pain.
- Sonnet 141

I just looked at his chart on the Astro-Databank and it shows his Venus in Gemini was conjunct Neptune. Not only that, Neptune very obligingly trined his Moon in Libra. Not for him the song that goes, “You say it best when you say nothing at all…” This Venus in Gemini, he loved the way Geminis do, through words.

Let’s clear away some of this Neptunian fog of love and romance and poetry (and possibly cigarettes) because I have something to tell you. The Astro-Database also shows that his chart has the Rodden Rating of “XX.” That means, “Data without a known or confirmed date.” Another song comes to mind, “He’s a mystery to me…”

P.S. If you haven’t already done so, check out Julie Demboski’s new ezine Eclipse. I’ve been going through it this evening and, I believe, we have a winner here. Not only does it list information on the coming new moons and full moons, but it also has some excellent astrology articles. I’m going to subscribe and save every copy.

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Grounded by Saturn!

This morning, I deleted my Twitter account and temporarily deactivated my Facebook account. Perhaps, it’s related to the mid-January eclipse that fell in my 11th house and made hard aspects all over my chart.

Of course, the Facebook deactivation is temporary. FB is such a wonderful resource and I’ve met so many astrologers because of it. One of them is Dr. John P. O’Grady. You might want to check out some of his astrological writing here.

It was from Dr. O’Grady that I learnt about the Timaeus software. This is what the website says about it, “This program monitors the sky for changing astrological conditions and reports your ‘daily horoscope’ based upon aspects to natal positions.  It is also capable of sounding audible alerts when a planet/degree crosses an angle.  It displays the current planetary hour glyph in the system tray.  Timaeus is a ‘real time’ monitor of astrological events, but can be used to research future or past dates.” What I like best about it is the real time chart I have access to at the click of a button. I’ve downloaded the 30 day trial version and it’s pretty cool. I will eventually want to buy it, but I just bought Solar Fire, three e-books from Donna Cunningham and donated to one of my favorite astrology blogs, so I’m calling it a halt for this month.

Saturn's apprentice

Saturn's apprentice

Among other things, the eclipse opposed my Saturn and activated a natal T-Sqaure. Saturn is a demanding taskmaster, you know. He’s been on my case about my flitting about on Facebook and Twitter and not doing any real work. Can’t argue with him when he’s right: so for the next few weeks, I’ll be getting my act together, hitting the books and hopefully, doing some more writing. I want to do a review of Michael Lutin’s excellent book, SunShines, a post on Alice in Wonderland to please a Gemini friend and, of course, write about the Venus ingress into Pisces for NeptuneCafe.

And then, perhaps, as a reward for my good behavior, I’ll be allowed my Facebook privileges again!

P.S. ::Writtern many days later:: I caved in and reactivated my FB account. The event chart showed 3 degrees of Leo on the ASC…

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Kreative Blogger Awards

Jamie and Marina of Funkastrology were kind enough to nominate Astrology Expressed for the Kreative Blogger Award. They’re doing some cutting-edge work on their site, you might want to check it out and join the debate. It’s always good fun to stretch a mental muscle.

First things first: If you’ve been nominated, here are the rules: 

  • Copy/paste the Kreativ Blogger Award picture onto your blog
  • Thank the person who awarded it to you and post a link to her/his blog
  • Write 7 things about yourself we do not know
  • Choose 7 other bloggers to award
  • Link to them
  • Notify your 7 bloggers of their award

It’s never easy to pick only a limited number of blogs. There are so many good ones out there. My favorites can be found on my blogroll. But recently, I’ve found some new blogs that add to my day. Here they are:

1. The astrological world owes a lot to Donna Cunningham. Although she is now retired from active work as an astrologer, her books still help many. I bought some myself recently. Plus, she is a prolific and active blogger. Check her out at Sky Writer.

2. I first came across Michael O’Reilly’s work a decade ago. And even now, my week is not complete without his NewsScope. You can find him at the NeptuneCafe.

3. Are you familiar with Dawn Bodrogi’s work? I stumbled upon it recently and for astrology readers, it is nothing short of a gold mine. Her very impressive blog is called The Inner Wheel.

4. This is how Alice describes her blog, “A novice’s take on a life suffused with astrological themes.” She’s very good and she’s very funny. Click here if you want to go to AliceStrology.

5. How is it that astrology attracts such fine writers? I don’t know; I’m just glad it does. You want something a little different, a little dramatic and yet astrologically sound? Then you want Dark Sun Astrology.

6. You know, I don’t worry too much about the future of astrology. Because there are some very fine minds working in this field. Nick Dagan Best, Chris Brennan and Patrick Watson, you do us all proud. They have more than one blog, and you should really look those up. The Celebrity Astrology Blog is just one of them, I’ve linked with here because it’s the most fun.

7. I do read non-astrology stuff online, but there is only one non-astrology blog that I follow faithfully. The writer has dedicated it to “writing and bad habits.” It’s hard to resist, you know? Meet BWoz Daily.

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Oh, boy! I almost forgot! Seven things about me you don’t know? I think there should be a stipulation that one be drunk when one writes these. The apple juice I’m having doesn’t quite cut it, you know? ::takes a sip:: Well, here goes:

  • I’m five feet tall. Or five feet short, if you want to be mean.
  • I hate contact lenses. I have a box full of them that I never use.
  • I carry half a kilogram of makeup in my bag. I never use that, either.
  • I judge people by how stimulating their conversation is.
  • If you’re a cat or a yellow flower or a man with a dulcet voice, chances are I’m going to want you.
  • Illness brings out the best in me, I should have been a nurse.
  • O Fortuna from Carmina Burana is my favorite piece of music.

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With Jupiter’s recent ingress into Pisces, he’s on everyone’s mind right now. Everyone likes Jupiter, because he gives. Freely, joyously. Everyone likes that. I’m waiting for some Jupiter action myself. But even as I sit here dourly waiting for it to finally come out of my twelfth and hit my ASC, I know that sometimes instead of waiting for Jupiter to come give us, we have to don his mantle and give others

The recent tragedy in Haiti has brought out the Jupiter in the astrological community. Here are some links where you can buy Donna Cunningham’s excellent astrology e-books and Molly’s 2010 astrology calendar. The sale proceeds will go towards helping the people of Haiti. And Wendy Guy is donating half the cost of astrology readings, for two months, to this cause.

Scientists have been saying for a while now that altruism is healthy. Even without, that it’s never a one-way flow. The universal law of giving promises that you will get three times what you give. But even more enchanting than that is the soul-expanding experience of giving.

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We are at the threshold of important changes in energy right now. Jupiter moves into Pisces on Monday, Mercury recently went direct while Saturn went retrograde; and Venus, after a recent conjunction with the solar eclipse in Capricorn, moves into Aquarius on 17 January, 2010.

With my Leo Sun, not unsurprisingly, I have many friends with Venus in Aquarius. Many images flit by in my mind’s eyes as I think of this placement: the young lady with Venus conjunct the Midheaven and trine Pluto who is openly and strongly a feminist, an older friend with a passion for the environment, another one who rarely uses any makeup but has a gamine charm that’s hard to resist. 

What do you expect when the planet that rules love, attraction and aesthetics is in Aquarius? Why, the unusual of course! People with this natal placement do not want to be valued for the run-of-the-mill attributes that everyone else fusses about. They want you to honor them for their unique individuality and their love of humanitarian causes. While it might be wise to primp and preen for other Venus placements, if you want to snag the interest of this one, you’re better off cultivating your mind and keeping abreast of the latest environmental and humanitarian developments. Have you heard people say, “Think globally and act locally?” With these folks you’re better off emphasizing “global.” There is nothing petty or parochial about Aquarius Venus; its interest reaches out and embraces the whole planet.

Now that you know you are dealing with someone whose scope encompasses the world, you will not be surprised if I tell you that they are not looking for a conventional relationship. They think diamond rings and picket fences are all right. All right for other people. Here’s what my friend with Venus in Aquarius squaring Uranus says, “Yeah, attraction to people who are different in various ways, enjoying exchange of ideas, unconcerned with normal beauty standards. People often over-emphasize the ‘needing space’ aspect of Venus in Aquarius, but equally important is the actual attraction to difference. I wouldn’t be happy with space in a relationship with someone who was totally normal/status quo. Men with Venus in Aquarius tend to like unconventional women, and women with the same placement that I’ve met all have strong feminist ideas and unconventional gender expression.”

Another friend with her Venus strongly flavored by Uranus says, “I don’t want to buy a ‘pre-packaged’ program for relationship, like the standard package of marriage. Marriage itself is fine, but I want to define and create its shape and terms, from scratch, with my partner, to suit both of us. I like and need some freedom, I don’t want to be inseparable twins, it would be too smothering! Being inseparable twins can be boring.” While talking about her ideal relationship, she adds that it would allow each person to go off on their own to do their individual thing. And when they reunite, “This would give us new stories to tell each other, new revelations to share. As the song says, ‘How can I miss you when you won’t go away?’” Given all this, it’s not surprising that romantic Uranian relationships are often founded on a strong bedrock of friendship. Friends understand us and allow us to be ourselves more than a lover does.

If this hasn’t dimmed the light of romance in your eyes, then I wish you luck in trying to win the Aquarius Venus’ elusive heart. Elusive they might be and unconventional, but if you like them, then you already know that this is a very special human being. Hang around with them, let them show you the world as they see it: it will open your mind and expand your horizons. Love is indeed a many-splendored thing, and it cannot be captured in a neat little definition.  And why would you want to capture and trap and label and define love? Let these children of Aquarius show you what it can be like to fly with the wind of freedom in your hair as they reach out and create the future that mankind has been waiting for all this time.

Oprah Winfrey, with her Sun, Venus and Mercury in Aquarius, is a good example of this energy. Wikipedia tells us that The Oprah Winfrey Show has had daily broadcasts for the past 25 years. It’s an internationally popular show that discusses issues about the human condition. You could say that Oprah is a crusader for humanity. Without a doubt, her work has helped countless people around the world. Her personal life is marked by a long-term relationship without the usual tying of the knot. Nope, not an ordinary woman this. Not in any sense of the word!

Venus moves into the electric and electrifying Aquarius on 17 January, 2010 and stays in the sign of the Water Bearer till 11 February, 2010. I find Venus contacts to the Sun are a great time to have some fun! So, all you Aquarians out there, keep that in mind during this transit. Not only will you shine with a brighter light, but your interest will turn to things like love and beauty. This is always a good time to invest in a new wardrobe or go for a haircut. The results are almost always pleasing.

For the rest of us, the vibe will more about expressing individuality in taste and relationships and less about conformity. So follow your inner drummer and march to your own beat. See? It’s very liberating, very Aquarius! Enjoy it while you can because we hit a potential road block in the last week of January when Venus opposes Mars in Leo. Don’t be surprised if your need to be yourself comes into conflict with someone else’s need for attention. A time for compromise? Why not? That’s better than arguments and outright rebellion. Hang in there because the first weekend of February promises some magic and healing: Venus conjuncts Neptune and Chiron. What is real? What is an illusion? What hurts us? What heals us? These are the questions that we will face during this time. I hope we find workable answers and solutions because the best is yet to be: on 11 February, 2010 the Goddess of love moves into the sign of her exaltation, Pisces.

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It’s an important day today, the solar eclipse is a symbol of it. “As above, so below,” the astrologers teach us. You could draw a similar parallel between your internal reality and what you encounter or create in the outside world. Perhaps in the coming weeks I’ll be writing about the insights that this eclipse brings me and I’m hoping my friend, astrology blogger, Hitch will do the same.

But I’m writing this now to share a poem that astrologer Ellen Longo sent me. It’s called The Sun. As I read it and felt my body relax, I realized I always have my stomach clenched, putting pressure on the solar plexuses. Why? Because I’m afraid. Of what? Of telling the truth. Of financial destitution. Of deaths of people who light up my world. Of offending others. Of not being liked. Afraid to be myself.

Truth. Courage. Faith. I want to live with truth, courage and faith and let the chips fall where they will. The poem Ellen sent me touched me very deeply and I want to share it with you:

The Sun by Mary Oliver

Have you ever seen
anything
in your life
more wonderful

than the way the sun,
every evening,
relaxed and easy,
floats toward the horizon

and into the clouds or the hills,
or the rumpled sea,
and is gone—
and how it slides again

out of the blackness,
every morning,
on the other side of the world,
like a red flower

streaming upward on its heavenly oils,
say, on a morning in early summer,
at its perfect imperial distance—
and have you ever felt for anything

such wild love—
do you think there is anywhere, in any language,
a word billowing enough
for the pleasure

that fills you,
as the sun
reaches out,
as it warms you

as you stand there,
empty-handed—
or have you too
turned from this world—

or have you too
gone crazy
for power,
for things?

Yes, the sun was eclipsed today. I saw it. But I also knew that its light would return to the world. That everything was all right. And even when things are not all right and never will be, we endure. We live, we work and we tell our stories. When the time comes, we will become one with the Universe again. Till then, how hard can it be to live our lives by looking our fears, our shames, our weakness and our enemies in the eye? Truth is always the better option. Because it heals. I was going to title this post “I am afraid.” But as you can see, I’ve changed my mind.

That’s all for me. If you want to read about the astrology of the eclipse, why not do what I did and head over to Julie Demboski’s blog? Here’s the link: http://juliedemboski.wordpress.com/2010/01/15/15-jan-2010-punch-drunk/

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How much astrology research do you do? If you’re a pro and reading charts every day, I guess you glean subtle nuances and get more data corroborating established astrological laws all the time.

I’ve been very bookish in my study so far. Mostly because where else do you go if you are a bottom feeder and struggling with the basics? I don’t think I’m done with the basics yet. It’s staggering, but I still haven’t worked out the planetary dignities and debilities in my own chart. I’m thinking of buying Solar Fire once Mercury obliges us all by going direct again. Does it calculate dignities and debilities? And midpoints? I still don’t work with midpoints because I cast charts on astro.com and, as far as I know, when you’re doing transits and progressions there, there is no option for factoring in midpoints. Can Solar Fire do that? If it can do that, looks good and can pick up after itself and fetch things for me, then I think I’ll marry it! But, on a more serious note, which astrology software should I buy that will help me with this stuff? Which ones have you used and what do you like about them?

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In my quest for more competence, I’m going to start practicing on friends and family. I’d even practice on my cat, but I don’t have his birth data. But going by his penchant for scratching and biting me, I can tell you that his Mars is doing all right. Doing all right by him, not all right by me.

Detrimental Gum packaging

Detrimental Gum packaging

Another thing I’m doing this year is tracking transits in my own chart. Not just the major ones. I’m tracking the moon as it moves through my chart. I started from the first of this year so I don’t much data so far. But I have noticed something interesting about timing of events. Not major life-shaking events (who wants them all the time, anyways?), just simple, ordinary, humdrum ones. Like having someone dropping in unexpectedly or suddenly cutting my finger. About the latter, I cut my finger while getting some chewing gum out of these medicine-like packs they now come in. It’s not the first time, either, that I’ve cut my finger on one of these. Why? Weren’t the cardboard/paper boxes good enough? Why this moronic packaging? Does it save paper? If it doesn’t then it’s just idiotic.

Sorry about the digression, transiting moon is currently igniting my natal Mars-Sun-Moon T-Square and I’m feeling cranky. Very cranky. But to return to the matter at hand, I’ve been casting charts for these events and what I’ve noticed is that when something like this occurs, my natal axes are involved. It can be the Tr. Moon on the ASC-DSC, IC-MC; but more often, the event chart reflects my natal axes. It’s uncanny. Watch for it in your life. Important parts of your day will echo your natal axes. I first learnt about the importance of this from Karen Hamaker-Zondag. She also found that when clients are late, they often show up when the time mirrors their axes.

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I’ve noticed some people say they “feel” the energy change when a planet goes retrograde or when it moves into a new sign. I do not. My mood fluctuates on its normal focused-and-at-peace to cranky-and-will-snarl-at-you continuum no matter where Venus is or whether Mercury is retrograde or not. But even as I write this, I realize that the current Mars and Mercury retrogrades have upped the level of aggravation in my life. I’m fine, everything else is messed up. Wouldn’t you get irritable, too? :)

But why I bring this up is because of something that I “felt” the other day when Moon was in the early degrees of Libra. By mid-evening I was drained. All I wanted to do was get home and sleep. I didn’t even want to read. It wasn’t just physical exhaustion, it was some kind of emotional malaise, like all my enthusiasm had been drained out of me. Because I’m tracking the movements of the Moon, I realized that was the day it conjunct Tr Saturn and squared Tr Pluto. At the same time it was inching towards my natal Pluto. It gave me a taste of what people with planets or points in the early degrees of Cardinal signs are going through right now. And I can tell you one thing, it sucks! 

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I’ve been looking at charts of some new friends I’ve made. Two of them happen to be nine years younger than I am and our nodal axes are exactly reversed. The same thing would happen if I looked at charts of people nine years older than I am. I’ll check this out eventually, but have you seen this pattern in your life?

And what about Saturn? People who are seven, fourteen, twenty-one and twenty-eight years older or younger than us? Do a lot of women have a child when they are 28, at their first Saturn return? Ah, the child would have its natal Saturn conjunct its mothers’.

Numbers and patterns and relationships. I need to research this more.

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I Love You

I love you, maybe because our suns trine
Or because our Venuses are conjunct

It could be because my moon finds a home
In the arms of your sun

I could tell you that your ascendant
fascinates me no end

I know your planetary degrees
And where your cusps begin

I know my Venus is squared by Neptune
And I know you think my love is false

But it’s never simple, divining the secrets of a heart
And that’s true whether you see astrology as a science
Or whether you practice it as an art.

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